9:36 p.m. + 2008-12-28
I have a feeling that there is something set in motion. there's something moving towards me. and I don't like it when I haven't got the control of knowing which way I'm going.
How very strange, the feeling of twilight outside your window, and wanting to stop the world at that very moment because you know you are at the point where it's all going to turn around.
It was a beautiful day if my head wasn't so clouded. the thinking doesn't do me any good.
I am in complete happiness with myself when I do not have the need to think about who I am. You light another cigarette, you pour another coffee, your never alone with your thoughts.
emmeline.
19, unsure, smokes, studies art, is scared of the future, wants to be the smartest/strongest/best, makes every mistake possible along the way, I'm as selfdestructive as much as I love life, cigarettes+coffee
music.
music: Bright Eyes, Jack's Mannequin, Alexisonfire, Frank Sinatra, David Bowie, Be Your Own PET, Le Tigre, Brand New, Gorki, Say Anything, Motion City Soundtrack, Number One Fan, Radiohead, etc
movies.
TIM BURTON, Spirited Away, Breakfast at Tiffany's, amélie, almost famous
books.
Christianne F, gossipgirl, Wei Hui, the virgin suicides, Harry Potter, Jane Austen, alan moore